Boot Girl

Yesterday.....

TYRA

So, I watched the first episode of ANTM Cycle 9 last night. I told myself I wouldnt watch it this time, and tried to remind myself how stupid i know it is, and that it will make me angry, and that I'll be ok if i dont watch it. But, I didnt listen to my inner voice, and I watched the first episode. Once I watch the first episode, there's absoluely NO TURNING BACK. I really dont know why i keep watching the show, cause tyra banks is a clown, and she disgusts me.

I guess its like a train wreck, where its horrifying and scary but you just cant stop watching. And, that makes me pretty pathetic since i know I'll watch every episode this season. If only they had a different host, and had different producers. Oh well....what can i really expect with reality tv on WB.

I'm not ready to make my prediction as to who the winner will be, I have to see at least one more episode before i can make a fair prediction. P.S. my husband is going to REALLY look forward to wednesdays for the next few months. P.P.S. This was the ugliest picture i could find of Tyra on google, but im sure there are ALOT more pictures out there, and ALOT of UGLIER pictures out there, but this is the best one i could find.

My Foot

I went to the doctor yesterday, and his prognosis was that i have a stress fracture on the bone that connects my toes to my foot(on the left). So, now lucky me gets to wear a huge boot that goes almost all the way up to my knee. It makes it look way worse than it really is. I had no idea i would have to wear a huge boot like this. I thought he would cast it and maybe have me wear a little shoe size boot. I feel like a serious retard wearing this thing.

Also, I have a serious PROBLEM with wearing closed toed shoes. Im so claustrophobic, my feet are claustrophobic. When I was a kid, I'd walk around barefoot ALL the time, even during the summer. Now, I only own 2 pairs of closed toed shoes. So, its pretty much torture to have to wear this thing for 3 weeks.

And I have this weird nervous OCD habit of wiggling and flexing my toes back and forth over and over. And, since my foot/toes are broken I can't stop trying to wiggle my toes regardless of if their broken or not. And, a couple of the toes move when i try and wiggle them, but two of my toes won't move. It drives me crazy, cause i just want to be able to move my toes again.

So, this morning, knowing I would have to go to work looking like a retard, I actually put my contacts in, and took time styling my hair and doing my makeup, so that hopefully it would MAYBE make me feel better about myself, and maybe a little less like a retard. (go ahead, laugh.) Well, hopefully this ugly thing makes my foot feel better soon.